Yearning Bliss

Yearning bliss essentially means wanting to be in a state of complete and utter happiness. This seems something that I can't wrap my head around. Maybe I have experienced it and not known about it at the moment and maybe I have not. But it's something everybody chases, including me. I often wonder that whether it comes from inside us and we can be jubilant in any situation and we are fools waiting for the perfect situation to come around. The thing we wished for to be happy a year or two back we may have now but its value and desire has lost its meaning now. We need to find bliss within ourselves. But who knows? 

Maybe we will have that perfect moment we have wished for. I can't quite fathom whether all the 'maybe's' I have used and the uncertainty about everything makes life more or less mysterious or sometimes frustrating. I feel I may have had that perfect moment once. But it's the damn nostalgia. It intensifies each and every emotion. Well if you are wondering, it was when I was in 10th standard. I had gone for a school trip where we trekked to the top of a hill/mountain ( I don't really know). The journey was certainly exhausting but when I reached the top, it felt amazing. Maybe it indeed was bliss. But it all felt worth it in that very moment. The immaculately beautiful view added to that. I guess it is that i chase. That feeling when everything you do seems worth it. 

Thank you for taking out some of your precious time to read my very first post.

Please comment below telling me if you have ever felt bliss and what do you feel about it?